I’ve been reading 3 months worth of entries from a single blog in this one big sudden unfettered rush of voyeurism that spanned the wee hours of this morning and free time this afternoon at work. It has been a most delightful read. Probably because it came across like how my nieces when younger would grab my hands, pull my shirt, and look at me wide and doe-eyed and issue their irrevocable demand: "jiu jiu! Bible Story!"
It was blithe, honest and teeming with belief, and sans the cynicism one so frequently encounters nowadays.
How interesting that in the quiet, less the bawdy bar banter, the notions evoked from reading what this used-to-be schoolmate from very long ago (AJ first three months long) has written seems so appealing that I want to flush all that is anathema to it down some shit hole. And thereafter revel in the Chorus of Make me a Believer from the Left Behind soundtrack.
In case the wrong impression is given, unlike the last two posts, the above-mentioned notions are not God-related. Rather, they seem to involve more mundane things like a Golden Retriever puppy frivolously darting to and fro when I reach out to pet her in the presence of her mistress who somehow lumbered into my little garden whilst taking her on a late night walk. Or flush-prone faces, or helping old ladies carry bags after a Fish and Co dinner, or prancing about to Wham!’s Wake Me Up Before You Go Go. You know, the likes.
Oh well, it would be nice.
But I’m guessing that I will not take long, say maybe after tonight’s dinner before I’d swing back to the old, and reach down the shithole for the more leavened perspective, though perhaps, with a lot less zest and gusto.