Photos!!!

While choosing the pictures to put on my blog, I finally realized why ppl enjoy putting up pictures on their blogs. It probably is this rather exhibitionistic hiao-ness cum buay-hiao-bai-ness and all other sort of narcissistic mish-mash that inspire picture-posting. It really is Damn shiok! Oh, and these were short a couple of months wif me classmates back when this blog cld not be accessed. I was contemplating posting some garang on the job photos, but was afraid a certain someone in a certain some place from a certain some group will fry my ass, so until after ORD, i'd just stick to CV pics :D

Me n Fionne

Me and Hui

ME at a class dinner with a fork up my ass

Me on my 312th attempt to achieve the photogenic, hanging in the air look

What do I stand for?

Sure, besides the ladies in their little nothings that were giving lap dances at Bn games day, which i stood and will continue to stand most firmly for(eh, joking hor... i honestly was felt quite embarassed by their overtly risque conduct...), I really am not quite certain. This is especially so after I got skeptical and quit church.

At the moment, healing the world and making it a better place for you, me and the entire human race in the true spirit of whacko jacko sounds quite sweet, but ambition that is, in the words of Mr.Anthony, surely made of sterner stuff can be quite enticing, especially when put next to puffy ideals. I think puff and the stern stuff will eventually come into conflict, and the big question is what one would decide on. And for now, even in my choice of a degree, I think the stern stuff seems to be a stronger factor although at this point in time the both don't come into conflict.

My lament of the above in a much simpler phrase, "Wah lau, I think I got a problem, I don't know what the fuck I stand for", to a Christian friend in the Tango of Juliet Golf Lima(wah!!! army code sia, so cool) transpired into one of those absolutely pointless debates on those in my line of work usually start. We begin to argue the importance of morality and talked about the own the world or sell your soul conundrum, all to of course no point whatsoever. Maybe it was one of the few ways we could entertain ourselves legally and at the same time convince ourselves that we have some gray matter left despite doing this absolutely mind numbing job. And as for that question, I guess it is one of those question nobody really has an answer to, so what the hell ya?

I guess this question is starting to linger around quite abit because I'm uncertain what to do after ORD. There is this nagging feeling I will just drift along with whatever comes, which is not altogether bad, but perhaps, because of the Christian belief that "without a vision, the people perish" that I have accepted as truth for 7 years, it is just abit disquieting for me to go with the flow.

Ha, that being said, I just can't wait to ORD. Whee!!

Yay! I've got my blog back after God knows how many months!!! ya lar... its damn sad i'm returning to blogger who so wonderfully shut me up for so many months, but i think blogger is loads more user friendly than xanga, so i guess I'm gona start blogging here again. Yea!!